February 08, 2005
Random Anger
i really thought you loved mebut now everything is "i don't care"
can i come and see you tomorrow?
"i dont care"
can i take you out this weekend?
"i dont care"
can i just gouge my eyes out and jump off of the bridge?
"i dont care"
i wish you loved me like you used to.
am i just a free ride?
i spend everynight in bed crying
because you're an asshole
and you treated me like crap
and then got mad at ME
because i got mad at you.
how fucked up is that?
how do you even get to be that way?
i try to do everything
absolutely everything
for you.
for Y-O-U.
am i not worth it?
am i just not worth it anymore?
please dont just be with me because
you dont want to be alone.
damnit.
damnit
damnit
damnit
why is my life so fucked up?
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